posted on April 4, 2010 at 11:22 am by Khali
“What do you need to show me? I’ve already agreed to help you. Not that I had much choice,” Callum snarls as Sionna lead him down the corridor. He still feels queasy from travelling between.
“You have every choice,” Sionna says with her infuriatingly calm voice.
“Showing up in my kitchen in the middle of the night with your spooky doom and gloom is hardly giving me a choice,” he retorts.
“If you had told me to leave I would have had no choice but to leave you alone.”
“And just how do you propose I could have ignored the rest of it?”
“The dreams? The creatures haunting you? That would have been none of my concern if you had refused me. “
“That’s cold,” he mutters. The corridor is cold and the walls seem to seeps moisture, but it does not smell like water. It smells sickly sweet, and it unsettles Callums stomach further.
“Cold perhaps, but practical.”
“Practical.”
“As I said, we are fighting a war,” Sionna sighs and turns a corner. Light filters into the corridor but it is not the clean white light from the moon they left behind. Instead it is a strange blue light, slightly sickly and even oily – it makes his flesh crawl when it moves over his skin. Sionna pauses at a doorway and produces a key which she slides into a keyhole. The light seeps under the door, and between the pieces of frame. Callum rubs his hands over his arms absently, trying to ease the trembling that has spread from his gut.
The hinges scream as the door swings open and Callums eyes tear. The light fills the room and it takes several seconds for Callum to deduce that the light is coming from chains. There are thousands of them it seems, coming from every point in the room and converging in the center. Something hangs in the center and Callum squints into the sickly blue glare.
Sionna’s eyes glitter in the strange light cast by the chains that bind the woman; for it is a woman, wrapped like a fly in a spider’s web. Her head hangs forward, ropes of ebony hair catching the blue light as they fell almost to the floor.
“This is the one who is the heir to the Seelie throne.”
“Why is she chained this way?” Callum asks, his skin crawling with the energy in the room.
“She has been cursed; possessed by a demon of the dark vastness. This is the only way we can bind her soul to this world and control the creature. Sometimes she is lucid, but most times she is lost to us.”
“What’s her name?”
“Nieve,” Sionna whispers and the figure in the center of the chains raises her head. Callum is struck by her ghostly, terrible beauty.
“Sionna,” the woman whispers, her voice seeming to echo and be echoed by a thousand other voices. Callum shudders at the sound, but he cannot look away. “I can see you today,” she says.
“I am pleased,” Sionna answers, and looks away.
“Can you unbind me?” Nieve asks, her voice sibilant with thousands of other voices.
“You know we cannot, Lady.”
There is a pause, but Callum can still hear the voices whispering to each other in languages that he cannot understand.
“He will unbind me,” Nieve says, only Callum knows with every fiber of his being that it is not the lady speaking. His chest suddenly feels tight and before he realizes what’s happening Sionna is shoving him backwards into the corridor and slamming the door shut. “Fools!” the voices hiss from beyond the door, echoed by the eerie rattle of the thousand chains.
Callum takes a deep and shaky breath and looks down to see Sionna gazing up at him, pressing him to the wall, fingers digging into his arm.
“You are well?”
“Fine, I think,” he gasps. She pushes herself away from his body and he suddenly feels cold. “What happened?”
“What I feared,” she says. “The demon knows you.”
“Of course it does, you just introduced us,” Callum hisses back.
“Hardly. Nieve was lucid when we entered, but the demon took power so quickly. You felt it, did you not?”
“Yes,” Callum says, and cannot suppress a shudder.
“We must hurry,” Sionna says and starts back the way they came. Callum does not hesitate to follow her.
From behind them, Callum hears the Lady scream, echoed over and over again my a million echoing voices.
listening to: Glass Tiger - Don’t Forget Me
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posted on March 7, 2010 at 12:34 pm by Khali
Do you dream?
Do you wake in the night with sweat on your brow, your heart thundering in your ears? Do you lay there, staring at the formless dark, daring it to take on shape as you struggle to recall the events that made your blood race through your veins and your breath catch in your throat? Of course you do. You have these nightmares just like the rest of us here in this dark province. You are just as much a shadow as the phantoms in your mind that clutch at your sanity in the wee hours of night.
You struggle out of bed, free yourself from the tangle of sweat-soaked sheets and stumble blindly to the bathroom, blink tears when you fumble the lights on. You brace yourself on the counter and will your breathing to ease, your heart to slow from its mad gallop so that you can focus, think about what it is you have seen. Your eyes adjust slowly, and by the time your vision is not impaired by the harsh yellow light you are breathing more like a normal man and not a prey animal. You peer at yourself in the mirror; the ordinariness of your surroundings, but you know, as surely as you know your own reflection, that there are things beyond all this ordinary that clamour to change reality. It is easier to face this fact in the light.
You take a deep breath and survey your figure; the lean lines of your naked torso in the yellow light; the stubble on your chin and the dark circles under your eyes that speak of your nocturnal odysseys into unknown spheres. You have so many questions and you know the answers do not lie in this bathroom. Nor in this suburb, nor in this city, but somewhere just as close. Close but other.
You’ve been dreaming in daylight now. You’ve seen some of the creatures from your nightmares on the streets, in the coffee shop where you get your latte in the morning. In the grocery store, the video store. They’ve been following you. Your dreaming mind is taking over your waking one. At least that’s what you’ve been telling yourself, but what if you’re wrong? What if that other place, that reality that exists in parallel with this one was breaking through? You shudder, brace youself again on the edge of the counter. You must be mad, it’s the only logical explanation.
There’s a knock at your door. Your flesh crawls with something akin to dread. You slip on your bathrobe and pad barefoot through the kitchen to the door. The clock on the microwave reads 3am. You peer through the blind on the door and see nothing. Part of you wants to back away from the door and crawl back into the warmth of your bed, but another is irritated that someone would dare knock at this time of night. Against your better judgement, you pull open the door.
“There had better be an emergency,” you growl.
“Oh, but there is,” says a voice and you blink, look down. Your visitor stands there, hidden in the shadows. She barely comes up to your chest and her features are drawn into an expression you can barely decipher as a grim frown. “Invite me in, there is little time,” she says. You hesitate, remembering something about vampires and thresholds. But you are bigger than she is and you are not dreaming.
“Come in,” you say and step aside. She enters, glances around and settles herself in one of your kitchen chairs. You do not sit, but stand where you are, allowing the door to click shut. “Who are you?” you ask, not caring that your voice sounds harsh even in your ears.
“I am a messenger,” she says evenly.
“Do you have a name?”
“I have many,” she replies and you clench your teeth.
“Why are you here then?” you ask, trying another tack.
“To give you a message.”
“Naturally, since you’re a messenger,” you snap. “What is it then?”
“The world as you know it is in grave danger,” she says. “and you are the only one who can stop it.” You pause and hear yourself laugh a little: a snort of laughter that sounds loud and harsh in the silence.
“You’re being melodramatic. I’m no hero and you’re a lunatic,” you say, tying your robe tighter, you gesture to the door. “Get out.”
“They said you would be rude and unconvinced,” she replies, but does not budge from the chair.
“Who are “they” and why me?”
“They are the Oracles. It has been foretold that a mortal will be the one to save the Twin Worlds from annihilation. They believe that you are that mortal.”
“Why?”
“You have been dreaming, have you not?” she asks and her voice is suddenly gentle. You feel yourself falling - not physically, but inside; all the pieces of your nightmares and waking dreams falling into a pattern. Your gasp is loud in the early morning silence. You find yourself on your knees and the tiny woman is smiling sadly at you.
“Yes,” she says. “You are indeed the one.”
listening to: Collide - Halo
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posted on March 22, 2009 at 3:41 pm by Khali
3609 words today. This makes me feel pretty good.
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posted on March 15, 2009 at 9:10 pm by Khali
You know, I hate when I have something I need to do in a day and I can’t do it right away. I tend to spend my day waiting for the time that I have to do that one thing - which, in this instance was work - so I can’t really get started on anything else. So I slept in a little, puttered a bit and then pulled out the novel for a while. I had to stop though, because I was getting distracted by other things.
That started when the kitten coughed up a hairball on the carpet and I stepped in it. We all know how pleasant that is. I think we’re going to have to shave her again, she won’t let me pin her down long enough to get rid of the mats she’s managed to get on her flanks. It’s much warmer here than it is at Mom’s place, so she’s shedding all the hair she grew while she was living there. She’s lost the massive ruff she had, but I think she’s happier because she has that double coat and it must be hard to be that hot all the time.
In other news: still sick. Starting to think it’s more than just perpetual cold exacerbated by constant stress and insomnia.
On the up side, I spent most of my day in my PJ’s and I wrote more. (yay!) I think also that I made more than one important connection between two or more threads in the story, so I’m feeling slightly pleased with myself about that.
Mmm, there are strawberies in the fridge and I had sushi and tempura for dinner. Yum.
It’s windy and nasty outside. I think I’m going to go cuddle under the covers with J.
listening to: The Black Crowes - She Talks to Angels
eating: strawberries
drinking: iced tea
darling du jour: Arika proves she has extraordinary aim
word count: 1324
feeling: overtired
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